I tried everything within my power to keep him safe, to assist with whatever was needed, securing anything where he could hurt himself, and I believe I have tried and tried. I know his condition will get worse, and it is, but I kept trying and it has been stressful. Did I say stressful! Its been so bad on me until I wasn't getting any rest or peace. Each time I go to church, I cry and cry and cry. I have decided to stop trying so hard!! After much reading and studying the Bible, I now know that God gives the rest that I need going forward. My Peace is now coming from God! Philippians 4:4-9 has truly helped me to find the peace that I need. I am beginning to follow the word of God and I am feeling much better. I have also been reading a book entitled " The 36-Hour Day" by Nancy L. Mace and Peter V. Rabins, which has also helped very much. Today, I feel much better and I am not feeling so stressful. I know the road ahead of me will still bring situations but I think I will be able to handle it better now. I wanted to share this information to help others!
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