My mother is 83 with multiple health problems. After a hospitalization, she went to a NH/rehab. Ended up having to stay due to poor progress in therapy. She spent 4 years in this facility located in my home town. She was so angry and complained CONSTANTLY about wanting to go home. When COVID hit the facility, I made the decision to move her back to her home about 2 hours from me. Staying in my home was not an option. Been there, done that. She’s a difficult person. At the time, I was working from home and able to travel there to help with her care along with part time sitters. Here we are 4 years later. I have cut back to part time work. I spend every other week (2 weeks of every month) caring for her while paying private sitters the rest of the time. She does not have the funds to cover this and is on Medicaid. I have a family of my own that I need to be with. This whole situation is out of control and I’m exhausted and becoming financially drained. She refuses to go to a nursing home and I’m not sure if she’d qualify for AL. Nevertheless, I have got to get back to my life. She is very selfish and narcissistic and has been her entire life. I have provided care due to feeling like this was the right thing to do, but at this point, I feel like I have gone over and beyond. I need to be at home and stop living out of a suitcase and return full time to my family and career. How do I get out of this situation? And how do I convince her to go to a facility? Can I make her go? I have DPOA.
You can help keep her safe but you cannot make her happy. We were raised to fulfill their needs. You must accept the conflicting fact that you cannot do both.
My mother became angry while in the hospital and refused to move a muscle ever again. At her age, you move it or lose it VERY quickly. Sure enough, she has lost so much muscle mass that she can no longer walk nor stand. The PTs tried so hard to get her back on her feet but she sure showed them how nobody was going to tell her what to do!
I placed her (with help from the hospital) in care and became Mommy to my kids and my husband’s wife again. The guilt is easing, now that I’ve had a chance to reflect.
You have to convince yourself that this situation isn’t feasible for you to continue.
It isn’t going to be easy because your stomach is probably in knots thinking about the backlash that you will receive from your mom for telling her that her free ride is over.
Your current solution isn’t working out well. So, you may as well be miserable for a short time during the transitional period and get what you want in the end,
Please don’t make the same mistakes that I made. I allowed myself to be the primary caregiver for far too long. It only became harder as the years went by.
This situation is never going to get easier for you to manage on your own. Accept that your mom needs to be in a facility to receive proper care.
Do whatever it takes for you to become self aware of the fact that you deserve to live your best life.
I had outsiders telling me that I would regret it if I wasn’t my mother’s primary caregiver.
Trust me when I tell you that my biggest regret was that I was my mother’s primary caregiver for so long. I can never get that time back in my life.
I wish you well.
How to formulate a workable, safe plan & action it may be determined by many factors - how dependant Mom is, how stubborn, her health requirements etc.
Happy to be part of a board to bounce ideas off.
I found the hardest part of withdrawing hands-on care was my own brain. True. Changing my thoughts was the key that unlocked my cage.
Try to remember that YOUR needs count as much as her wants.
You also say that M “comes from a long line of children taking care of parents at home”. Perhaps 2 generations, but if the line is any longer it’s because there was no alternative. Have a closer look at that ‘long line’. It’s probably not a genuine reason for feeling caught yourself in this age.
Like grandma said, you can't force them to go, unless they're declared incapacitated. I'm just waiting for something to happen. I did send her a Christmas gift.
Best of luck to you. I know it's harder, since it's your mom.🙏🏽
You may need to formulate a therapeutic fib to get her to go: her house has a gas leak, the furnace is leaking CO2, there's an infestation...and she needs to go to a temporary apartment until the work is completed. The facility admins can go along with any narrative since they've seen it all.
You will have to tell her that this cannot go on.
She is not incompetent, so you cannot force this issue, but you CAN stop enabling her to stay in her home.
Your DPOA will not work at present because your mother is not incompetent and you cannot tell her what to do or where to move unless she is.
Tell your mother what you told us, and tell her that at the beginning of the year you are no longer free to help her other than ______________(here list the ways you can help, perhaps a visit every weekend or a weekly shopping trip). Tell her all other help she must hire on her own.
Tell her that you will help her with applications to Medicaid if needed, or with arranging finances and checking nursing homes, Board and Care facilities, ALFs. But that you will no longer be available to her otherwise.
Let her know the truth, that she is doing poor decision making and you are enabling that by coming to help her. Honesty can be delivered gently but firmly, and it must happen.
There is honestly no way around the truth, and the amount of time we spend avoiding it is quite tragic. I wish you good luck and am so relieved you have not moved her in with you. I hope you'll update us.