My Mom has had several compression back fractures. Has severe osteoporosis and back pain. If she was younger and healthier she would require back surgery. But we have been to several surgeons and even when she was younger they said she wasn't a good candidate for surgery. She realizes she isn't, but wants them to do something else.
She's miserable. This isn't going to kill her, but there's no cure. I get tired of going around from doctor to doctor, who all say the same thing.
She doesn't like the one pain management doctor she went to, so she won't go to another one.
How can I convince her to accept that she has to live the rest of her life with this pain. Her doctors do tell her that, but not forcefully enough.
Thanks for listening.
Thanks for all the helpful suggestions. It does sound like the pain management doctor can do a lot.
Try to have the glass half full approach! I know it is hard, I lost over 2 years, gained 20 plus pounds....because all I could do was lay in bed, in a dark room, barely move for too long!!
Research and look over reviews on line. Find a couple of Dr's that look like a good match and start there. Giving up, is not an option. There is always another Dr out there that is willing to take in a new patient.
I was under the impression that palliative care was/is the step right before Hospice?
Anyway, once I got past the shock and realization of my condition, I began to really explore my options. BTW, my dad has had two back surgeries (cervical and lower fusions), two wrist surgeries, two knee replacements and a few emergency surgeries as a result of complications OF his bone surgeries! My sister, a nurse, who is really a fairly unhealthy person (smokes, overweight, drinks too much, takes a LOT of pain meds) is a huge proponent of surgery and has talked my dad into most of these. She also had a lower back fusion in her early 40's which she said she "had" to have due to the amount of pain she was in. She is now ten years down the road and her back issues are back and worse than ever. I see her take pain pills covertly (never puts her purse down or lets it out of her sight and will go outside for a smoke with it and have a rum and coke, get into her purse and out comes the brown bottle, etc). Anyway, all of that is another story. But the frustrating thing for me has been knowing what she has talked my dad in to rather than explore alternative paths. As a nurse, he thinks she knows more about medicine than I do. Actually, I do so much research on almost everything and she is a hospice nurse - knows a lot about - yes - pain meds. Do you see the connection?
My rambling story adds up to this. In the past six years since I faced my pain and back problems I have been down a long road to find alternative ways to face down getting older and living with my health problems. I also have hypothyroidism (managed now with Synthroid), recently went through some OB/GYN issues and menopause and had some minor surgery for related problems, discovered that I have Barrett's esophagus (my gastroenterologist is staying on top of that and I make sure I see him when I have any symptoms as this makes me more susceptible to esophageal cancer. When I 'hit the wall' of yes, depression a couple of years ago all of these things had collided and overwhelmed me. I hurt all the time, was overweight by about 20 pounds for the first time in my life, and all I wanted to do was sleep or cry. A year ago I ended up with a pinched nerve that required three epidural injections and left my hand (the one I write with and use, my left) unable to grasp or hold anything, do my hair, you name it.
After the three injections, which were administered to me by a pain specialist, life turned around. The doctor is called a PHSYIATRIST. This is a very unique specialty; he deals with pain in a more holistic manner than most pain doctors. I was referred to him by my neurosurgeon who is aware that I am not the best candidate for surgery and thank God, did not push me into it. My pain management is part of my daily life. I walk about 4 miles a day. You cannot believe how pain is eased with the right exercise. Even the joints in my hands (yes I also inherited overall osteoarthritis just like my Dad has) feel better when I walk. Any kind of aerobic exercise quashes inflammation, which is the devil in the pain problem. We have a pool and live in a warm climate so I get in the pool too and move. I asked my doctor if I could lift any weights and he told me 'whatever you think you can lift, lift one-fourth that much'. I have massages at a chiropractor's office one a week. Of course, no chiro will touch me otherwise! I drink plenty of water. And I do NOT take any opiates or pain meds stronger than an anti inflammatory. I have seen what those can do when they end up being abused and I want no part of that.
Let me tell you. I think I am blessed with a fairly high pain threshold. When both my pain doctor and my neurosurgeon first met with me and viewed my MRI's each of them said that it is amazing that I am walking, not rolling in a wheelchair. My pain doc went into his specialty because he said, 'my mom's MRI looked like yours. And she couldn't walk. She was in so much pain and her life was so low in quality for as young as she was'. My experience would tell you to find a physiatrist and be prepared to quit feeling sorry for yourself/oneself and be willing to do some hard work. I have a lot of empathy of people with chronic pain and am not judging. I fight my family on the 'just go get it fixed' (operate) mentality. They won't change. They have really hurt my feelings by calling my back stuff my 'fake' back problem, because I have resisted some of their choices. I can see watching them that those have not long term worked all that well. Everyone's path is different.
You cannot help your mom if she is unwilling to be open to keeping on this till she finds some relief. But there is more out there than you might think.
can lead to early death.
The pain management doctors have many procedures they can use to help relieve the pain. They can do steroid shots in the spine, they can do a rhizotomy, which is burning the nerves in the facet joints that send the pain signals to the brain (Mom just had that done and is pain free right now - she's hoping for 6 months of relief until the nerves grow back), or implanting a morphine pump that directs the drug into the spine.
There are many options available. Living with horrible pain doesn't have to be one of them. I've been in horrible pain, and I wouldn't want to live that way. To me, just telling someone to get used to it is not an option.
water to put her feet in. The nurse on call was very nice. I don't think all of them
would have done that for her. I wish I could make her pain go away, I just don't know what to do ?