Since my mother was placed in long term care 3 years ago. I have been very challenged with my father's behavior of taking extra food and snacks to her there. It was explained in the entrance meeting that the meals/food that my mother receives there is monitored by a dietician according to doctors guidelines and to help with weightloss to help extend her life. At the first meeting, I warned the nurses that he may do this as he had done this at the local hospital during her recovery from successful cancer surgery and the medical staff were kept wondering about why my mother's blood sugars fluctuating so badly. They eventually figured it out when they opened her side table drawers to get personal care items out when they found a stash of nuts, snacks, etc. As they knew she was off to long term care she was transfered with the basic medical info and the nursing home could figure it out. When I warned the nurses when my mother was moved to long term care, they sort of dismissed my concerns and advised me they would handle it. My mothers situation had changed as well because just over 3 years ago she was able to walk however with the cancer situation she picked up the MRSA infection that ended up attacking her heart and nerves at the base of her spine that in spite of surgery left her legs unable to hold her body up so therefore she has been wheelchair bound these last years. Any extra food packs on pounds which is difficult with her being diabetic,having congestive heart failure,and mainly only moving with difficulty her upper body. The MSRA infection that was under control before arriving at the nursing home has also affected her ability to think clearly, write and speak. The first year at the nursing home my mother gained nearly 35 pound putting her close to 300 lbs, and gained more weight with my father bringing in constant snacks, her weight has actually dropped by 25 lbs in the last year making it easier for her extra large clothes to fit. My father seems to think feeding my mother extra food won't hurt her and she is just having a treat but her blood sugars have been fluctuating erratically for months, just when I think I have my father convinced that giving her the wrong foods can literally kill her, he finds some way to justify it again. The nursing home continues to say she is better off eating what they provide only and then my father temporarily quits giving her snacks. In September after a family meeting at the nursing home with my mothers doctor and medical staff, suddenly my father asks at the meeting, "What snacks can I bring her from home" to which they said none. He even had a meeting with the dietician who advised no extra food. I couldn't even believe he was still thinking in those terms, I was totally disgusted. After that meeting, no snacks were given as she was so affected by months of extra calories and sugars she was becoming almost non-responsive at times, sleeping constantly and the nursing home was struggling with her blood sugars and adjusting her insulin. Lately we were advised to that her health was so poor that she was hallucinating and talking of passing herself. With her being so ill like this my fathers moods have been like a rollercoaster, sobbing and worrying whether she would die. She could be ready to pass or get better there is no guarantee right now. This whole situation has absolutely been the most frustrating thing, I feel sick to my stomach each time my father comes back from visiting my mother at the nursing home and he is semi-hysterical because he is afraid if she dies, he will have nothing to live for and die too which he is terribly afraid of. My father(80) becomes quite dispondent, very needy and frantic yet for some reason he doesn't seem to want to even consider his behaviors have very much contributed to my mother's present state of health. Suddenly at supper this evening he announces that he gave my mother an orange and told the nurse about it later, what could she do then. Then he suggested that if my mothers condition improves we should get a chinese food dinner (my mother loves the sweet sauces and such) and take it to my mother at the nursing home. He is attempting to have me agree with this, I am feeling rather shocked and a bit horrified with him right now after all of the ups and downs of the last months and all he can focus on is giving my 81 year old mother the types of foods that will continue to cause her health problems and very possible her death. Maybe on some level he thinks he is thinking he is trying to give her something she likes but guess who is going to have to deal with the fall out when my mother dies from eating something her system can't handle anymore. The ups and downs of all of this have affected my health, the constant worry about this situation. I have talked to a geriatric health person who advises me I am close to burnout. I talked to a pastoral care person bit I think its all in God's hands now.
Thanks for your comments, I really appreciate you reading through my very long first time posting here. In all honesty mostly I think it is that this is a long time habit however what you have suggested about checking my mothers dresser drawers has already been accomplished, I am there often enough I have removed anything stashed there. Even if my mother would have wanted to reach those things that once were there, she can't she is totally bed bound or daytime wheelchair bound, unless someone hand things to her. Since February my mother has also been fed as she is unable to lift her arms due to weakness. So unless someone actually feeds her or puts something directly into her mouth she couldn't be snacking on her own. Even though this sharing snacks has been a long time thing between my parents, with the number of times this has been discussed or been directed by medical staff, my father has behaved like a sneaky child and he will attempt to justify what he is doing. i really appreciate what you have said that he may need to be checked for some type of dementia, this feeding my mother has been an issue with our whole family with him. With my mother she has told him from time to time that she hasn't been fed her lunch or didn't get her snack, so at times he has been influenced by that which has encouraged somewhat. Today I spoke to him again, telling him that i really felt uncomfortable with him suggesting giving my mother chinese food and was very direct saying that if he wants to be directly responsible for her death then the responsibility was on him, to which he quickly said he had rethought feeding chinese food to my mother but said he wants to go out for a chinese dinner as he doesn't think my mother is well enough to eat chinese food. I told him yes he was right she was't well enough to eat anything besides what the nursing home dietician and doctor have set up as her diet. I have been on an appointment with my father to his doctor and his doctor suggests that my father could be depressed but because of the amount of medication my father is on presently could affect him more making him more dependent. I will talk to my doctor to get her take on this as an anti-depressant could be of help for my father, my opinion. My father also presents well at the doctors office so I need to start documenting behaviors too. Sometimes when we live with someone we slowly adjust and with ones own personal concerns and hoping the parent will understand eventually doesn't always work.
Another possibility is that, as children of the Depression Era, they came to associate food, or being able to provide food, with safety, or being in control of the situation. Your dad might either be trying to show your mother that he loves her, or convince himself that he's "taking care of everything".
Either way, it's probably best that he not be alone with your mother anymore.
Depression Era is so very true. Yes, my father is terribly lonely and he visits the nursing home every day, constantly gets the comments from other residents but especially the staff about what a faithful and devoted husband he is and how he cares so much for my mother. If my mother doesn't act in a completely accepting way responding to him in the way he wants even in her illness, he has some sort of a meltdown at home. Yes, the business about wanting to give my mother snacks. My father feeds her, her nursing home meals in their very public dining room at suppertime so its a little more complicated than not allowing him to be alone with my mother, the staff are looking on or are helping others with their meals. Of late with my mothers health being so up and down my father is afraid not to go to the nursing home to see her in case she died when he wasn't there. i have done my level best by warning staff, the staff have spoken directly to him but I do know that when he is reminded or given orders not to do something he will do exactly what he is asked not to do. My energies and patience are shot when it comes to this issue, but I guess I have to realize he is less mentally capable than he portrays. Both of my parents have always been very conditional people as far as affections are, only sharing unless there is something in it for them or we did something for them for acceptance. Both have been and are even in illness punitive in their actions to all family members playing siblings off on each other which also is incredibly tiring.